Rentrer en Soi - Just Mad Pain

Just Mad Pain
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[Kanji]
*Note: All lyrics are accurate according to AIN SOPH AUR's lyrics book.

ふいに目覚めた 真夜中の片隅
何処からか聞こえてくる声が今
唯一の窓?
脳裏の奥?
眼を聞いても解らない
生きてる意味さえ見つけられない

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
何時からだろうこんなに
心に痛み始め 止まらなくて

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
何もかも全て嘘に見え
何もかもが俺を裏切り続ける

羽ばたいて目覚めた
散りゆく苦悩と真実が
戎め彷徨っている
涙の中で

混沌がまた圧し掛かり
止まない声は乱反射を始め
消せない?
殺せない?
眼を閉じても解らない
生きてる証さえ見つけられない

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
何時からだろうこんなに
心に痛み始め 止まらなくて

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
何もかも全て嘘に見え
何もかもが俺を裏切り続ける

儚い世界で
汚れてく心見つめて
何も出来ず俺は独り
痛みの中で

Feel just mad pain x 8

何故か?
きっと穢れてゆく想い抱いて
何故か?
今も解らずに明日を迎える

羽ばたいて目覚めた
散りゆく苦悩と真実が
戎め彷徨っている

涙の跡に咲いた
虚無に抱かれ
まだ鳴り止まない声の中
燃え尽きた真実の奥にある
一欠けらの希望

[Romanji]

Fui ni mezameta mayonaka no katasumi
Doko kara ka kikoete kuru koe ga ima
Yuiitsu no mado?
Nouri no oku?
Me wo aite mo wakaranai
Ikiteru imi sae mitsukerarenai

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Itsukara darou konna ni
Kokoro wa itami hajime tomaranakute

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Nanimokamo subete uso ni mie
Nanimokamo ga ore wo uragiri tsudzukeru

Habataite mezameta
chiri yuku kunou to shinjitsu ga
imashime samayotteiru
namida no naka de

konton ga mata oshi kakari
yamanai koe wa ranhansha wo hajime
kesenai?
korosenai?
me wo tojite mo wakaranai
Ikiteru akashi sae mitsukerarenai

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Itsukara darou konna ni
Kokoro wa itami hajime tomaranakute

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Nanimokamo subete uso ni mie
Nanimokamo ga ore wo uragiri tsudzukeru

Hakanai sekai de
Yogoreteku kokoro mitsumete
Nani mo dekizu ore wa hitori
itami no naka de

Feel just mad pain x 8

Naze ka?
Kitto kegarete yuku omoi daite
Naze ka?
Ima mo wakarazu ni asu wo mukaeru

Habataite mezameta
Chiri yuku kunou to shinjitsu ga
Imashime samayotteiru

Namida no ato ni saita
Kyomu ni dakare
Mada nari yamanai koe no naka
Moe tsukita shinjitsu no oku ni aru
Hito kakera no kibou

[English]
*Credits to thebottomofchaos @ LJ.

I suddenly woke up at the corner of midnight
Where does this voice I can hear now come from?
From the only window?
From inside of my brain?
Even when I open my eyes, I don't get it
I can't even find a reason of living

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Since when is it
That my heart is in such unending pain

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Everything, everything seems to be a lie
Everything keeps betraying me

I spread my wings and woke up
This falling suffering and reality
Are warning and roaming
Inside of my tears

The chaos attacks again
The voice that doesn't stop starts a diffused reflection
Can't I get rid of it?
Can't I kill it?
Even when I close my eyes, I don't get it
I can't even find a proof for being alive

In this transient world
I stare at my stained heart
Unable to do anything, I'm alone
Inside of my pain

Feel just mad pain x 8

Why?
I cherish these surely impure thoughts
Why?
Without understanding the present, I welcome tomorrow

I spread my wings and woke up
This falling suffering and reality
Are warning and roaming

I'm embraced by the emptiness that bloomed
In the trace of my tears
Inside of this voice which still doesn't stop ringing
Inside of this burnt up reality
One fragment of hope exists

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