Blog Translation: Aicle (disbanding) message. [By Vocalist: Emiru] - 6/1/2012
Friday, January 6, 2012 @ 5:28 AM
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This is really saddening, but just after the completion of the video translations of this band, I get such a message. ): A fan requested for me to translate his message on the blog, and here are my translations. Please do credit me (Will + the website) if you wish to post on other sites.
The original version of the message is here:
http://ameblo.jp/aicle-emirublog/entry-11128149922.html
Copied out from the blog:
2012-01-06 12:06:29
【大切な話】
テーマ：ブログ
僕達、解散するよ。
1月6日の本日付けで世間に発表したよ。
だから来月の2月22日が僕らの最後のライブだよ。
急な報告でごめんなさい。
事務所と話し合って発表が今日になったよ。
愛狂います。は僕達が10代の頃からメンバーが集まってさ
初めてちゃんとしたバンド活動をさせてもらってさ
色んな曲を書いたし、色んなヒトに歌ったし、色んな経験をしたし。
こうやってブログも書かせてもらえてるし。
ライブすれば…いつだって見て聴いてくれるヒト達がいる。
他に何も取り柄もないからさ、何年間も音楽だけが僕の生き甲斐だったんだけど
大好きな居場所だったんだけど
悩みが尽きなくて。
やるべきことがわからなくなったり。
全部が楽しくなくなって、毎日嫌で、辛くて。
そんな時にメンバーが脱退したり。
それでも励ましてくれるヒト達がいたり。
でも甘えたくない自分がいたり。
忘れてみたり。調子に乗ってみたり。騙してみたり。浮かれてみたり。
色々考えて去年を生きてきたんだけど。
少しずつメンバーの向いてる方向が変わってきて。
温度も変わって。
きっと僕も変わっていってさ。
メンバーで話し合ったら解散することになったよ。
死ぬほど考えたし、ミンナで話し合ったんだけど。
正直…こうやって結局ミンナを裏切る形になってしまうから、最近はブログも書きたくなかった。
無理矢理でした。
だから色々ごめんなさい。
愛狂います。を長いこと応援してくれた人たちにも。
まだ僕らを知って間もない人たちにも。
僕らにとっても。
残酷なはなし
に変わりないんだけど。
僕らは、決めた。
決めたからには…やり遂げたい。
受け取ってもらえなくても構わないよ。慣れてるよ。
無理もないよ。
でも、少しでも…ほんの少しでも僕らの出した答えを受け取ってくれたら。
見守っていてほしいです。
最後まで近くにいてほしいです。
それしか今は言えないです。
一方的に、自由に書いてしまってごめんなさい。
読んでくれてありがとうございました。
2月22日まで。
精一杯、歌いたいです。
大切なヒト達の顔、ちゃんと見て歌いたいです。
2011年1月6日
愛狂います。Voえみる
***
My translations:
[ An important talk ]
We are disbanding.
The actual day that it was announced to the public was on 6th of January.
Therefore, our last live would be on 22nd of February.
I'm sorry about the sudden report.
After talking to the office, today was made to be day for the announcement.
We, Aicle, begun gathering members from our early teenage days.
It was the first time that, we had proper band activities.
Writing various songs, singing to various people, and gaining various experiences.
Doing these, (we) even got a blog to (be requested) write on.
If we did a live...there were always people who would be watching and listening.
Since anything else was worthless to others, although, no matter how many years it maybe, music was my (emiru) definite aim in life.
Although it was my favourite place to be.
Troubles don't come to an end.
Things that should be done, became unclear.
Everything became not enjoyable, each day was unpleasant and tough.
And during such times, members started leaving.
Nevertheless, there were still those who were around to encourage us.
But, there's the oneself who does not want to behave like a spoilt child.
Try forgetting. Try getting carried away. Try deceiving. Try making merry.
Although I've lived through the past year think about various things.
The directions which members turn to started to change little by little.
The degree of warmth between us too, changed.
Surely, I am also changing.
After a discussion was held with the members, it has been decided that we will disband.
One of the many reasons was that I did think a lot about it even though I have discussed it with everyone.
To be honest...since this would eventually take on the form of betraying everyone, I didn't want to write on my blog recently.
It was forced.
Therefore, I'm sorry for various things.
Those who have supported Aicle for a long time.
Those who didn't have the time to know about us yet.
Even to us.
A cruel talk
Although it is unchanging.
We, have decided.
Once it's decided...I would want to accomplish it.
It doesn't matter even if we cannot get you to understand. We will get used to it.
There are no impossibilities.
But, even if it's a little...for us, our sake, we hope that you will come to accept the answers we gave.
I want you to watch.
I want you to be somewhere near, until the very end.
That's all that I can say now.
On the other hand, I'm sorry for writing freely.
Thank you very much for reading.
Until 22nd of February.
I want to sing to the fullest.
I want to sing, while properly looking at the faces of the people that are important to us.
6th January 2011
Aicle. Vocalist Emiru.
The original version of the message is here:
http://ameblo.jp/aicle-emirublog/entry-11128149922.html
Copied out from the blog:
2012-01-06 12:06:29
【大切な話】
テーマ：ブログ
僕達、解散するよ。
1月6日の本日付けで世間に発表したよ。
だから来月の2月22日が僕らの最後のライブだよ。
急な報告でごめんなさい。
事務所と話し合って発表が今日になったよ。
愛狂います。は僕達が10代の頃からメンバーが集まってさ
初めてちゃんとしたバンド活動をさせてもらってさ
色んな曲を書いたし、色んなヒトに歌ったし、色んな経験をしたし。
こうやってブログも書かせてもらえてるし。
ライブすれば…いつだって見て聴いてくれるヒト達がいる。
他に何も取り柄もないからさ、何年間も音楽だけが僕の生き甲斐だったんだけど
大好きな居場所だったんだけど
悩みが尽きなくて。
やるべきことがわからなくなったり。
全部が楽しくなくなって、毎日嫌で、辛くて。
そんな時にメンバーが脱退したり。
それでも励ましてくれるヒト達がいたり。
でも甘えたくない自分がいたり。
忘れてみたり。調子に乗ってみたり。騙してみたり。浮かれてみたり。
色々考えて去年を生きてきたんだけど。
少しずつメンバーの向いてる方向が変わってきて。
温度も変わって。
きっと僕も変わっていってさ。
メンバーで話し合ったら解散することになったよ。
死ぬほど考えたし、ミンナで話し合ったんだけど。
正直…こうやって結局ミンナを裏切る形になってしまうから、最近はブログも書きたくなかった。
無理矢理でした。
だから色々ごめんなさい。
愛狂います。を長いこと応援してくれた人たちにも。
まだ僕らを知って間もない人たちにも。
僕らにとっても。
残酷なはなし
に変わりないんだけど。
僕らは、決めた。
決めたからには…やり遂げたい。
受け取ってもらえなくても構わないよ。慣れてるよ。
無理もないよ。
でも、少しでも…ほんの少しでも僕らの出した答えを受け取ってくれたら。
見守っていてほしいです。
最後まで近くにいてほしいです。
それしか今は言えないです。
一方的に、自由に書いてしまってごめんなさい。
読んでくれてありがとうございました。
2月22日まで。
精一杯、歌いたいです。
大切なヒト達の顔、ちゃんと見て歌いたいです。
2011年1月6日
愛狂います。Voえみる
***
My translations:
[ An important talk ]
We are disbanding.
The actual day that it was announced to the public was on 6th of January.
Therefore, our last live would be on 22nd of February.
I'm sorry about the sudden report.
After talking to the office, today was made to be day for the announcement.
We, Aicle, begun gathering members from our early teenage days.
It was the first time that, we had proper band activities.
Writing various songs, singing to various people, and gaining various experiences.
Doing these, (we) even got a blog to (be requested) write on.
If we did a live...there were always people who would be watching and listening.
Since anything else was worthless to others, although, no matter how many years it maybe, music was my (emiru) definite aim in life.
Although it was my favourite place to be.
Troubles don't come to an end.
Things that should be done, became unclear.
Everything became not enjoyable, each day was unpleasant and tough.
And during such times, members started leaving.
Nevertheless, there were still those who were around to encourage us.
But, there's the oneself who does not want to behave like a spoilt child.
Try forgetting. Try getting carried away. Try deceiving. Try making merry.
Although I've lived through the past year think about various things.
The directions which members turn to started to change little by little.
The degree of warmth between us too, changed.
Surely, I am also changing.
After a discussion was held with the members, it has been decided that we will disband.
One of the many reasons was that I did think a lot about it even though I have discussed it with everyone.
To be honest...since this would eventually take on the form of betraying everyone, I didn't want to write on my blog recently.
It was forced.
Therefore, I'm sorry for various things.
Those who have supported Aicle for a long time.
Those who didn't have the time to know about us yet.
Even to us.
A cruel talk
Although it is unchanging.
We, have decided.
Once it's decided...I would want to accomplish it.
It doesn't matter even if we cannot get you to understand. We will get used to it.
There are no impossibilities.
But, even if it's a little...for us, our sake, we hope that you will come to accept the answers we gave.
I want you to watch.
I want you to be somewhere near, until the very end.
That's all that I can say now.
On the other hand, I'm sorry for writing freely.
Thank you very much for reading.
Until 22nd of February.
I want to sing to the fullest.
I want to sing, while properly looking at the faces of the people that are important to us.
6th January 2011
Aicle. Vocalist Emiru.
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